Staying Focus

It's the last three weeks to end of the torture.But somehow,im already like losing bits by bits of my confidence, the will power to continue and the passion for fashion. I'm beginning to hate fashion day by day, I'm no sure if I'm like hating it or rather, I'm scared of it.

I don't really wana go school almost everyday. In the past, I'll still do my homework, and got myself to wake up on time and go to school for lesson, but now its lyk, im no longer feeling the need nor the interest to go school or do anything that has to do with school. The drive is not there anymore.

I'm so stressed up, i felt dat im wasting my tym, i had actually wasted so much of my tym doing nothing achieving nothing. Friends of my age had at least achieved something in life. Most of them had their dips and are pursuing their degrees right now. Whereas those w/out cert have at least reached somewhere there in their career path. Me??im nothing....and im 24!!

These fw weeks im really thinking hard of what exactly do i want in life. And the ans alwayz turned out the same. I wana open shop, my own shop, lead a simple life, be it in spore or other country, i just wana do my own biz....but i dun even have any capital to start with and im already so old....

So i guess all i can do now is to force myself to stay focus and do whateva i can for the last 3 weeks....I'm crossing my fingers man...

When You Need That Lil' Perk

All along I had been stressing, yeah man, about school, about work, about myself. And it just got so bad that sometimes, I just hope to give it all up and hide under my blanket forever. It was one of those days again that night...was feeling damn lerthagic, damn hagged, damn tired, damn pek chek...Waiting at lucky plaza for marvin to reach home so as to get the laptop from him...waiting...waiting...waiting....mood level getting lower and lower as time went by. Finally, he got home, so we went up to his place, and then it just happened!! Dearest Sam did this really hilarious image and allowed me to take a picture of him...hahahaha!!!I really burst out laughing, and just at that moment, all the stress, all the tiredness just don't seemed to be there anymore!! He really put a wide smile to my face that night =)

Thanks for being such a dear making that smile happened....and..erm...dun scold me for putting up that pic ya?hahahaa!!!You are GREAT~

I HATE SCHOOL

Hate Claire Leong!!!!She's the world most idiotic bitch!!! How dare she say that I traced my draft out during my re-assessment?? Is she mad?? Or rather, she's just out to go against us...PERVERTIC....

Hate William,lynn and may chang as well...now then they want us to take out the punk inspirations....think they are all mad...we onli left lyk 3 mths??OMG...im hating school day by day!!!Wanted so much just to give up all and dun care, but it will be damn stupid la....fuck!!