Probably now everything is over le, everything has reached an end.
It is time that i embark on a brand new journey, collecting new memories.....
Adieu to the past....
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Birthdays
Yeah man, its nicole's bdae again. Had been celebrating with her for lyk 3-4yrs already?time really passed fast...after her bdae will be mine soon...dun ask me how i wana celebrate it, i really have no idea...no point plan everything put high hopes but in the end, unexpected events will happen...
Dun even ask me wat is my bdae wish...somehow, as a person grew older, wishes dun seem to make any big diff anymore.if really wans to wish, well, gimme a love that says forever then. See what i mean?lol...
All i ever wan is a simple and happy relationship. I just wan a guy whom i love dearly and vice versa and live happily together. Have our own family, own hse etc. But things will nvr be so perfect. Up till now, im still in the midst of looking for one. And with each failed relationship, im beginning to lose faith...in love, in myself.
One may say dat, well, love is not everything, love is not dat important at all. Well, true, but onli to a certain extend. Can a person realli live all alone? Yes, the person may have frens, but who can be so sure that ur frens wun find the one they had been looking for all along??
These few days, my mood had been really bad. Alwaz so lost in thoughts....duno wat im living for either.Does he realli wans dis relationship?i duno, he said he do, he said he cares a lot for me...im very very vexed....
Dun even ask me wat is my bdae wish...somehow, as a person grew older, wishes dun seem to make any big diff anymore.if really wans to wish, well, gimme a love that says forever then. See what i mean?lol...
All i ever wan is a simple and happy relationship. I just wan a guy whom i love dearly and vice versa and live happily together. Have our own family, own hse etc. But things will nvr be so perfect. Up till now, im still in the midst of looking for one. And with each failed relationship, im beginning to lose faith...in love, in myself.
One may say dat, well, love is not everything, love is not dat important at all. Well, true, but onli to a certain extend. Can a person realli live all alone? Yes, the person may have frens, but who can be so sure that ur frens wun find the one they had been looking for all along??
These few days, my mood had been really bad. Alwaz so lost in thoughts....duno wat im living for either.Does he realli wans dis relationship?i duno, he said he do, he said he cares a lot for me...im very very vexed....
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Lost . Confused . Perplexed
Assessments are finally over, now left with the final show and the money to pay...School probs are not much anymore, unless looking at the money issues, then ya...its still a big headache.
However, there are other issues, issues that shouldn't have been there in the first place. Does love equals to trust? If they do equal to each other, then I'm a total fool....Whatever it is, all I can say is that I have to learn how to control my feelings. Lost, confused and perplexed are the three best words that can describe me now...
However, there are other issues, issues that shouldn't have been there in the first place. Does love equals to trust? If they do equal to each other, then I'm a total fool....Whatever it is, all I can say is that I have to learn how to control my feelings. Lost, confused and perplexed are the three best words that can describe me now...
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