Insomia

Toss and turn in bed but still cannot sleep...hmm...been a long while since i really have a good sleep. Wonder what is wrong with me... :(

Lost my hp again...yes...its AGAIN. Everything just don't seem to be going well for me! Is it the luck thingy or is it just me??

Anyway, i had been thinking about the issue on making wrong decisions. I believed all humans will do something or made wrong decisions at certain point of their life. It's normal isn't it? The most important part isn't here, it's whether your love ones are willing to accept the faults,forgive and forget and still move on.

I learnt it the hard way, and the answer is NO. Even though the other party did express that he/she are willing to forgive and forget and continue loving you, there will always be a thorn in their heart. And this thorn will constantly be pricking them making them remembering all the unhappiness that the 'sinner' had brought to them. But have they ever spare a thought for the 'sinner'? He/she has to carry this guilt towards the other party and continued their life. Maybe this 'sinner' is valready trying very hard to ease the pain of the other party by giving in even more than before, or loving the other party even more, but in return is just to get reminders of how this 'sinner' had done wrong in the eyes of the other party....The worwst is when everything is just not as complicated as what the 'victim' had made it to be....